It has been so long since I last updated in this little space. Many things have changed in these 11 months plus while some things remain the same after all. 许许多多的感触却不知从何说起，也许这就是人生吧！Am I really back into blogging? I can't answer myself too. Maybe time will tells. 

When did the wall crumble without my permission? When did you walk into it? Why did it rebuild when you walk into it? So many questions and no answers. Happy and sad at the same time it happens. Trying to lock this post but fails so everything shall be in codes then. Don't try to decipher the codes. You won't succeed, believe me.  

Days in a month are like roller coaster, sometimes I am at the top of the world but today I am at the lowest of the valley. Recreated a mask which is bigger in size to hide my feelings better. I think a mask is more crumble proof than a wall. So emotional that reading a storybook or a short touching passage can bring tears to my eyes. 

Lastly, will end with a "Will you be there?"~~

Who am I talking about? I, myself, am not sure too.. 

Memories can never be relive, that is what I have realize after such a long period of time. A person can only live in the moment and hope that memories never fade~~

Recently got addicted on a book named Empress Orchid. A book full of history of China and the olden days where empress and emperor still exist. Still left a bit more before the end of the book, shall enjoy the book.

Being sick is awful, slept the whole day at home after eating the flu medicine that makes me drowsy. Flu is still manageable but if you add in sore throat it is really awful. Anyway, back to work tomorrow. These few days haven't been really great but I hope everything will clear up in time. Everything is full of ups and downs but I know that no matter what everything will sort out sooner or later. So let's be patient and wait for the rainbow after the rain!

Had been busy with the blog and the selling of plushies to update on my own blog. Anyway I am back and will try to update everyday if it is possible. 

Had a wonderful weekend with bf. Watching homecoming, visiting MBS Skypark and dinner on Saturday to celebrate v's day early as ly have to book in on Sunday night. On Sunday, went to China Square central to sell plushies. Had quite a good sales on the first day, hope that the remaining 2 weeks will be better! Tonight was a bonus with ly having night's out on V's day. Had a simple dinner with him and to stock up his snacks. 1st and many more to come :D

After resting for exactly 1 week to celebrate Chinese New Year, tomorrow is the time to be back to work once more. Couldn't say I have miss work but I am still grateful to be able to have a job with no ot. Although today is still new year but for me the new year mood has gone. It had been quite a good new year with hiccups in between.

Went to 春到河畔2011 for the first time with ly, it was quite an eye-opener. Photos are uploaded on facebook as I am too lazy to upload on both blogger and facebook.

Ever heard that 性格是天性的，是不能改的. This sentence really makes me think a lot these few days. 

Some things are forever, this I could understand but it is easier to forgive than forget. 

Anyway, looking forward to this weekend!