Haix, my right eye became red after wearing coloured contact lens. First my left now my right, I think I am not suited to wearing coloured contacts lens after all. After the lesson that I had learnt last time, I just threw it away. What a waste of money and I had only wore it about 2 weeks on and off. I think I am going to try non coloured monthly contact lens and hope that it does not get infected again. I had clean my contact lens every time I took it out so it cannot be because the lens got dirty. Stupid sia.. Maybe I should consider lasic after all.
Finally I got a call after applying so many jobs. I really hope to get a job after I finish my exams and going for a interview later at UOB building. Hope to get a job and hope that the salary will be better than last time :)
First time getting a bump on the back of my head after stupidly forgetting that there is a cupboard behind me and just happily bang into it when trying to lie on the bed. After about 15 minutes then realized that a bump had grown on the spot. It was damn painful and my mother uses my slippers to rub on it saying that the bump will heal faster. I was like "really?". I couldn't believe this trick of hers but anyway after a few hours it became smaller but it is still there and still painful. Don't know if she is lucky or is it really true but I am not testing her theory ever again. Being stupid for once is enough.
Final exams are coming and I still have not really started on my revision. Was supposed to go back to school to do some study today but in the end change to tomorrow. I will not be complacent after getting back my common test results on Friday. Finally there is one semester that I pass all the papers but final exams have more weightage so I must study even harder to pull up my GPA in this final semester.
I am looking for jobs while deciding the next chapter of my life. Anybody have jobs to introduce? :)
Leaving my footprints@3:23 PM
Saturday, February 6, 2010
Maybe you can say I am not grateful for your concern but I am grateful. I am just irritated by the overly concern and I find it exaggerating. I have tried standing at you point of view to look at the whole situation, while I know that you are worried but is there any point in blowing up the whole thing. I am not complaining here but I just find it troublesome to all the extra things you had done. You may think you take the extra effort so who am I to complain and grumble. But really, I don't like the feeling of this at all. I don't like the feeling of being "tied" and being driven around. I really enjoyed the feeling of planning my own time and not waiting around just to reach my destination. I don't like the feeling of not being controlled of the timing. People may think I am stupid and inconsiderate but can't I have my own say and feelings. Yes, if you really want you can say I am selfish I don't really care but can you please return my limited freedom as I treasure it a lot. It is already limited so please don't take away the little freedom I have in my life.
It was fun yesterday meeting up with Regina. We watched the movie The Imaginarium Of Doctor Parnassus. Maybe we were late for about 5 minutes so we missed the starting of the show but I thought if I concentrate on the movie maybe I will understand what is the whole movie about. But after we finished watching the whole movie, I actually don't understand the whole movie. A waste of money. Haha. But it was good catching up with you. I really treasure this friendship so I hope it lasts as long as possible and I will try my very best to make the effort to meet up often :)
I am not going to focus on what people think of me but focus on God as it is tiring to please everyone including YOU!
Leaving my footprints@9:34 AM
Thursday, February 4, 2010
Today was not a very good day to start with. Went for FCS lesson to see my results then in the end realized she forgot to bring the marks and have to email her to know the results. Osn lesson was even worse. I also thought he will give back the results but in the end also nothing. I should not have gone, was damn irritated throughout the whole lesson. I shall not say too much as I never will know who will be reading this post. Actually never really had the mood to go to school today, feel like pon-ing the whole day but have fcs lab so no choice. One word to describe today: Irritated!
Something to be happy about, there is no school tomorrow! So going out with Regina for lunch and movie. It has been a few months since I last saw her. Hmm, actually I really missed those times where people are still innocent in a sense. But then, the past is the past. I should treasure now.
All the best to you and you :)
Leaving my footprints@11:41 PM
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
Today marks my fortieth post :)
Those people who know me well knows that I am afraid of public speaking, have stage fright and scared of all presentations. It is amazing even to myself whenever I finish a presentation. Sometimes I don't even know how do I manage to finish a presentation. So after getting into poly it was like a nightmare came true with having the need to present frequently. Hmm so I hope after all the experience these 3 years I can finally overcome this fear.
Finally I had finished my final presentation in Poly life in MQE and one word to describe it, CHUI! I think it was the worse presentation and it was even worse than my project final review. It was not last minute work but my mind was really blank when I was presenting and you know what I was the first presenter so it was worse. When I finished presenting my part, my lecturer was like "like that ah? And I said ya". I know it has not enough content but this is the best I can think up during that time. Aiyah, no point thinking back what could I have done better then and I just hope for a pass in this module.
Seriously this is the first time that I had enjoyed my IS modules. Before I started my IS lessons, i just hope that the semester passes quickly as I don't really like them. But for both my WISP & MQE lessons it had been fun and interesting. Both module's lecturers really tried to make the lessons as interesting as possible. Also I had learnt quite a lot of new things for both of the classes. So I would like to take this opportunity to thank Mr Mark Lim and Mr Samuel Tan :)
Why is pimples popping all over my face?
Leaving my footprints@9:47 PM
Monday, February 1, 2010
Some things that I had learnt from MQE lesson is that there is no regrets, only feedback and people always make the best choice they can given their map of the world. I find this statement quite true as in some moments in my life I would regret some choices that I had made then. It is like now I am thinking what should I do after I graduate from poly. I would like to further study but knowing that my gpa is lousy it is almost impossible to get into a local uni. Then I would think back why I am so playful in the second year that my gpa dropped so much. But I think back now it is the best choice that I made during then. I am not making any excuses why it drop so much but yes, it is a really big feedback for me that I should treasure the chance of being able to study then and not "regret" now when I may not have a chance to be able to further study. Haix, human beings are weird. I have some clear idea what I am going to do after I graduate and I hope it can have a chance of being turned into a reality.
Having one friend like you is enough.
Leaving my footprints@9:07 AM
Saturday, January 30, 2010
It is hard to fit in a new place and make new friends. Believe me. I am trying my best to do it. Give me time, a little bit more time. Lets see if trying my best makes a difference. I promise that I will try my best whenever it is. I know I am not making any sense here.
Hmm.. Heard some advice and I find that it really works. Since I cannot escape this situation every time, why not try to create my own space in that place. Hopefully it works in the long run as every person cannot escape in going to a new place whether it is working, studying and etc. So why run away from the problem when I encounter it every time, I should try to solve it to make it easier when I encounter the same thing ever again. .
Leaving my footprints@2:18 PM
♥ME;
Woon Bei Jia 温贝佳
19 going on 20
Christian
beijia_23@hotmail.com
Scorpio
23 October 1990
Np Sch of Engineering
ECE Year 3(Com opt)
GPA above 3 A white PSP
To find more psp games
An external hard disk Driving License A new bag A more ladylike wallet
Twilight storybooks(Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse and Breaking Dawn) :) New Mp3
New laptop
