Jayme Woon Bei Jia 温贝佳
Scorpio/Libra Cusp
23 October

Wishes~~

GPA above 3 for the final Sem
A white PSP
An external hard disk
Driving License
A new bag
A more ladylike wallet
New Mp3
New laptop
To visit universal studio
To visit marina barrage
To watch fireworks
Blackberry phone
Cable car ride
Trying Ikea meatball
Short break from the reality
New Wallet
A degree


Designed by: Ahting

Memories~~

August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
April 2010
May 2010
June 2010
July 2010
August 2010
September 2010
October 2010
November 2010
December 2010
January 2011
February 2011
March 2011
February 2012

It is hard to fit in a new place and make new friends. Believe me. I am trying my best to do it. Give me time, a little bit more time. Lets see if trying my best makes a difference. I promise that I will try my best whenever it is. I know I am not making any sense here.

Hmm.. Heard some advice and I find that it really works. Since I cannot escape this situation every time, why not try to create my own space in that place. Hopefully it works in the long run as every person cannot escape in going to a new place whether it is working, studying and etc. So why run away from the problem when I encounter it every time, I should try to solve it to make it easier when I encounter the same thing ever again. .


Finally had my project exhibition today. It was as boring as expected. One year has passed in the blink of an eye and today was the time to showcase what had the whole group had done. I am just thankful that it is over. No matter what is the final grade, I am still thankful and grateful for the guidance of my project supervisors Mr Chua, Mr Liu Peng and Mr Yang. Thank you for all the help directly or indirectly. Also I am thankful to my two other group mate. Although we did not choose to be in the same group but nevertheless it is still a good year. Sounds like I had already graduated from Np. Actually I had just finish my FYP and can now concentrate on the other modules. With exams after chinese new year, there is not much time to enjoy too. One last lap to the goal!

Had been sneezing from just now and throat seems dry. I wont fall sick at this point of time with exams so near and the pineapple tarts are calling out to me in two weeks time!

塞翁失马 焉知非福


I am enjoying my new found freedom. Yes, I still have assignments and project exhibition to prepare but I just cannot put my heart into it. Actually I was not preparing to go back to school later but since it is for the preparation for the project exhibition then no choice. But you know what I have been enjoying my freedom since last Friday :) Also, i am not going to graduate with full attendance this semester so I am going to try to subtract here and there. Well, I am going to enjoy what I have in the present and not regret it years later when I look back. Each bits and pieces of past and now make the future me.

Thinking about the past and wondering where have I gone wrong..


It had been a busy and hectic week. With the final review, common tests, projects due and assignments it is hard for me to relax. Some things I sacrifice, just to finish the more important ones. From all these, I have learnt the art of multi-tasking.

For the final review, I think that we are better prepared for the Q and A compared to PD1. Also, we did not managed to present the presentation but went straight to the hardware as the panels are rushing for time. But anyway, it is over and I can just concentrate on the other things. Hope that the grade won't drop too much.

I had my common tests this week. The 2 papers are polar opposite. For FCS, I thought it will be much harder but I think that it is easier than the oct09 paper. But for OSN, it was a total flop. What I have studied never came out. I just hope for a pass in OSN and work hard to pull the final grade up.

During WISP class on Wednesday, I went to HQ Armour for a visit. The trip was better than last time I went to Paula Tekong. I had the chance of firing blank shots on a SAR 21, ride in a tank and see how the soldiers are trained. Overall, it was quite a fun visit but the weather was super hot.

It is hard to find a balance between sensitive and insensitive


Recently found a song online that is sing by Fahrenheit Yan Ya Lun. I think is at a concert and the song that he sings is yi lu shang you ni. This song was sing before by Jacky Cheung. The way he sing it is different from the original but I think that it is somehow nicer. :)

I am preparing for my panel review tomorrow. Wish me luck that I will score well.


You know what, I am dependent on coffee. I don't know it is when I start to drink coffee in the morning but now I need one cup of coffee every morning just to tide me through the day. If I don't drink that cup of coffee I will feel very tired the whole day. The only time I don't need coffee is unless I wake up late in the morning. For example, yesterday night I found out that my instant coffee has finished and I will have no coffee this morning. At about 3 plus in the afternoon, I start to have headache so I thought that if I sleep on the way home the headache will disappear. But it doesn't and I am stuck with it for a few hours. Then jut now I drank one cup of the coffee that my mum has bought home my headache instantly disappear. Ok, I know it sounds stupid. Lolx but 不由得你不信..

Somehow I feel that almost all tv drama sub theme songs are better than the theme songs.

11pm is the magic time!


Do I follow my own dreams or the one you have planned for me? I am now at a crossroad with many paths to take. Do I follow my own path or the one that my mother has planned for me? Haix, it is such a headache to think about this topic. The one that my mother has plan is the last path I ever want to take but the problem is I respect her a lot and I know what she has plan is for my own good. But I am just not interested, can you imagine being in a job that you don't like for the next 10 or 20 years? I just hope that I can really know what I am going to do after I graduate.

Many, many deadlines are catching up to me!


These few days I finally got my answers which I have been thinking for very long. Recently these few days I keep on hearing this message to not be self centered. I should think more about people first then think of myself. It is something I must constantly remind myself. The other answer is I cannot change a person attitude or thinking whether it is good or bad but I can change my thinking or attitude. These are all the questions which I had pondering so long and I finally got my answer :)

I must really start revising for my common test next week as I was sick during the common test week and hope I get good results for my common test.


Projects are piling up and time is getting lesser. I just hope to graduate peacefully so I shall work doubly hard!

I am still trying my best to hold on and get on with my life.





Sometimes the mistake had already been made and the person has been hurt. Yes, you can say sorry but have you ever think that it is already too late. The person who has been hurt may already been hurt and may need time to recover. So I think that we should really think before we speak to avoid accidentally hurt friends or family. You may not really mean it but every individual is different and maybe sensitive so we should really consider that. I am not a perfect person and am still working on it.

Haiz, my left eye is still red and I hope it recovers soon.

Things that had happened cannot be reverse and have a different ending. So we should really treasure what we have and make every decision wisely. These few thoughts have been in my mind for a long time. I still think that every word that we speak out of our mouth is sharper than a knife. It can either make or break a person. It can also encourage or discourage a person.

Sometimes a little encouragement make a person's day!


Maybe I should really try to listen to other people's advice. One of my friend told me that my contact lens are already contaminated and I did not believe him so I wore it to church today. And the result is pink/red eye. Now my whole left eye is red in colour, ma chiam like I have sore eyes. Hope the red will lessen tomorrow. It does not irritate me in general but I just dislike the red colour. I have learnt the lesson of rubbing my monthly contact lens once I recover and return to wearing contacts.

I have found out that non facebook users can still view photo albums. So these 2 links are the photos that I uploaded on the Tawau trip.

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=172363&id=576418337&l=c6cf495489
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=172402&id=576418337&l=ac271617c8

Enjoy!