Jayme Woon Bei Jia 温贝佳
Scorpio/Libra Cusp
23 October

Wishes~~

GPA above 3 for the final Sem
A white PSP
An external hard disk
Driving License
A new bag
A more ladylike wallet
New Mp3
New laptop
To visit universal studio
To visit marina barrage
To watch fireworks
Blackberry phone
Cable car ride
Trying Ikea meatball
Short break from the reality
New Wallet
A degree


Designed by: Ahting

Memories~~

August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
April 2010
May 2010
June 2010
July 2010
August 2010
September 2010
October 2010
November 2010
December 2010
January 2011
February 2011
March 2011
February 2012

Finally I have watched Percy Jackson and the lightning thief :D The plot was alright but the effects was good. So it would be different if I watch it on my computer. Now to look forward to the next movie in line.

Had a fun afternoon with Regina and Shimin. It had been a long time since I last saw Shimin. Will treasure this friendship between us and try to spend more time together :)

These few days I have been watching a tv drama show which is 20 episodes long. Now I have already watched 14 episodes and 6 more episodes to go. I hope to finish it before I start work next tuesday.

Currently listening to: Super Girl by Super Junior M & 认错 by 优客李林



Had my last paper today which is fcs. It was easier than I expected :D Hope that at least I will get a B for fcs so that my gpa will be about the same as last semester. Few more weeks more to be able to see my results.

It had been a great 3 years studying in Ngee Ann Polytechnic. After finishing my last paper today, it somehow marks the end of my life in np. Now it is just waiting for the release of results and hope that I will be able to pass all my modules in order to attend the graduation ceremony. Np life is really different compared to secondary school life. Starting of it, it took me some time to get used to poly life but now finally after finishing it I somehow missed the times and life of np. Now it is really time to really think about my next chapter of my life.

Currently listening: Love story by 范逸臣


Why does it seems that for every semester I will be worrying over one module? Haix.. Took my first paper today and it was bad. What I have studied for theory never come out and what I have studied is not really in the paper. I just hope for a pass, really. OSN, I hope I will never see you again. Down with one paper and left with another paper which is FCS. Hope I score well for tomorrow paper as today's paper is really bad.

Went down to Raffles Place to sign contract for the temporary job then found out that my training will start on the 9th instead of 8th. One more day of rest but less money. Never mind, I shall treasure these 2 weeks of break I have before starting on the job.

I want to watch Percy Jackson And The Lightning Thief :D


Have been busy studying these few days, will update more when I am taking a break or after I finish my exams.


Had a uneventful day on the first day of Chinese new year. Didn't really feel the happiness and excitement like the past few years. Don't know how to explain the feeling but just feel that it is really different. Don't know is it a good or bad thing. Maybe I am just nervous as my two papers are on next Tuesday and Wednesday as this determine whether I graduate or not and I haven't really start on my revision. Haix, must really start soon to be able to pull up my gpa.

On another note, I have always wonder I am a Scorpio or Libra. Not that I really believe in horoscope but I just find it somewhat interesting. It just makes me more confused by going around checking as I am always stuck in between these 2 signs. But recently I read something on my friend's blog and I find that I am more of a Scorpio than Libra :)

http://fantasyworld.wordpress.com/scorpio-women/

我真的希望这一次的结果会不一样，也希望是一个美好的结局.


I have been getting clumsier these few days. First by knocking my head and having a bump on the back of my head then when I helped my mother carrying things I got 2 scratches on the legs by the prawns she bought for new year then knocking my toe on the side of the bed and it is now blue black. All these happen in less than 3 days. Haix, I should be more careful in the future to avoid more injuries. :(

Went for a interview yesterday at Raffles Place again but this time is a different agency. I really hope to get the job as I am really lazy to find another job. Wish me luck then.

Time has passed so fast and another Chinese New Year will be here soon. I wish all my friends and family to enjoy their reunion dinner tonight and also a happy tiger year! Also not to forget, happy valentine's day! :D


Haix, my right eye became red after wearing coloured contact lens. First my left now my right, I think I am not suited to wearing coloured contacts lens after all. After the lesson that I had learnt last time, I just threw it away. What a waste of money and I had only wore it about 2 weeks on and off. I think I am going to try non coloured monthly contact lens and hope that it does not get infected again. I had clean my contact lens every time I took it out so it cannot be because the lens got dirty. Stupid sia.. Maybe I should consider lasic after all.

Finally I got a call after applying so many jobs. I really hope to get a job after I finish my exams and going for a interview later at UOB building. Hope to get a job and hope that the salary will be better than last time :)

无法形容的心情，有好多的感触却不明白为何会这样。 有许多话想讲却不知如何表达。然而，我是一个会从错误里吸取教训的人所以我会尽我的能力不在让历史重演。所以，我不会再喜欢上一个我不应该喜欢的人。



First time getting a bump on the back of my head after stupidly forgetting that there is a cupboard behind me and just happily bang into it when trying to lie on the bed. After about 15 minutes then realized that a bump had grown on the spot. It was damn painful and my mother uses my slippers to rub on it saying that the bump will heal faster. I was like "really?". I couldn't believe this trick of hers but anyway after a few hours it became smaller but it is still there and still painful. Don't know if she is lucky or is it really true but I am not testing her theory ever again. Being stupid for once is enough.

Final exams are coming and I still have not really started on my revision. Was supposed to go back to school to do some study today but in the end change to tomorrow. I will not be complacent after getting back my common test results on Friday. Finally there is one semester that I pass all the papers but final exams have more weightage so I must study even harder to pull up my GPA in this final semester.

I am looking for jobs while deciding the next chapter of my life. Anybody have jobs to introduce? :)


Maybe you can say I am not grateful for your concern but I am grateful. I am just irritated by the overly concern and I find it exaggerating. I have tried standing at you point of view to look at the whole situation, while I know that you are worried but is there any point in blowing up the whole thing. I am not complaining here but I just find it troublesome to all the extra things you had done. You may think you take the extra effort so who am I to complain and grumble. But really, I don't like the feeling of this at all. I don't like the feeling of being "tied" and being driven around. I really enjoyed the feeling of planning my own time and not waiting around just to reach my destination. I don't like the feeling of not being controlled of the timing. People may think I am stupid and inconsiderate but can't I have my own say and feelings. Yes, if you really want you can say I am selfish I don't really care but can you please return my limited freedom as I treasure it a lot. It is already limited so please don't take away the little freedom I have in my life.

It was fun yesterday meeting up with Regina. We watched the movie The Imaginarium Of Doctor Parnassus. Maybe we were late for about 5 minutes so we missed the starting of the show but I thought if I concentrate on the movie maybe I will understand what is the whole movie about. But after we finished watching the whole movie, I actually don't understand the whole movie. A waste of money. Haha. But it was good catching up with you. I really treasure this friendship so I hope it lasts as long as possible and I will try my very best to make the effort to meet up often :)

I am not going to focus on what people think of me but focus on God as it is tiring to please everyone including YOU!


Today was not a very good day to start with. Went for FCS lesson to see my results then in the end realized she forgot to bring the marks and have to email her to know the results. Osn lesson was even worse. I also thought he will give back the results but in the end also nothing. I should not have gone, was damn irritated throughout the whole lesson. I shall not say too much as I never will know who will be reading this post. Actually never really had the mood to go to school today, feel like pon-ing the whole day but have fcs lab so no choice. One word to describe today: Irritated!

Something to be happy about, there is no school tomorrow! So going out with Regina for lunch and movie. It has been a few months since I last saw her. Hmm, actually I really missed those times where people are still innocent in a sense. But then, the past is the past. I should treasure now.

All the best to you and you :)


Today marks my fortieth post :)

Those people who know me well knows that I am afraid of public speaking, have stage fright and scared of all presentations. It is amazing even to myself whenever I finish a presentation. Sometimes I don't even know how do I manage to finish a presentation. So after getting into poly it was like a nightmare came true with having the need to present frequently. Hmm so I hope after all the experience these 3 years I can finally overcome this fear.

Finally I had finished my final presentation in Poly life in MQE and one word to describe it, CHUI! I think it was the worse presentation and it was even worse than my project final review. It was not last minute work but my mind was really blank when I was presenting and you know what I was the first presenter so it was worse. When I finished presenting my part, my lecturer was like "like that ah? And I said ya". I know it has not enough content but this is the best I can think up during that time. Aiyah, no point thinking back what could I have done better then and I just hope for a pass in this module.

Seriously this is the first time that I had enjoyed my IS modules. Before I started my IS lessons, i just hope that the semester passes quickly as I don't really like them. But for both my WISP & MQE lessons it had been fun and interesting. Both module's lecturers really tried to make the lessons as interesting as possible. Also I had learnt quite a lot of new things for both of the classes. So I would like to take this opportunity to thank Mr Mark Lim and Mr Samuel Tan :)

Why is pimples popping all over my face?


Some things that I had learnt from MQE lesson is that there is no regrets, only feedback and people always make the best choice they can given their map of the world. I find this statement quite true as in some moments in my life I would regret some choices that I had made then. It is like now I am thinking what should I do after I graduate from poly. I would like to further study but knowing that my gpa is lousy it is almost impossible to get into a local uni. Then I would think back why I am so playful in the second year that my gpa dropped so much. But I think back now it is the best choice that I made during then. I am not making any excuses why it drop so much but yes, it is a really big feedback for me that I should treasure the chance of being able to study then and not "regret" now when I may not have a chance to be able to further study. Haix, human beings are weird. I have some clear idea what I am going to do after I graduate and I hope it can have a chance of being turned into a reality.

Having one friend like you is enough.