Maybe you can say I am not grateful for your concern but I am grateful. I am just irritated by the overly concern and I find it exaggerating. I have tried standing at you point of view to look at the whole situation, while I know that you are worried but is there any point in blowing up the whole thing. I am not complaining here but I just find it troublesome to all the extra things you had done. You may think you take the extra effort so who am I to complain and grumble. But really, I don't like the feeling of this at all. I don't like the feeling of being "tied" and being driven around. I really enjoyed the feeling of planning my own time and not waiting around just to reach my destination. I don't like the feeling of not being controlled of the timing. People may think I am stupid and inconsiderate but can't I have my own say and feelings. Yes, if you really want you can say I am selfish I don't really care but can you please return my limited freedom as I treasure it a lot. It is already limited so please don't take away the little freedom I have in my life.It was fun yesterday meeting up with Regina. We watched the movie The Imaginarium Of Doctor Parnassus. Maybe we were late for about 5 minutes so we missed the starting of the show but I thought if I concentrate on the movie maybe I will understand what is the whole movie about. But after we finished watching the whole movie, I actually don't understand the whole movie. A waste of money. Haha. But it was good catching up with you. I really treasure this friendship so I hope it lasts as long as possible and I will try my very best to make the effort to meet up often :)I am not going to focus on what people think of me but focus on God as it is tiring to please everyone including YOU!