Didn't sleep well last night. Kept on waking up in the middle of the night and in the end nearly overslept when it is time to wake up. Slept early just to have the energy to counterattack monday blues and instead I got a big surprise. Finally knew the feeling of flying solo then somehow missed the original feeling. Because of many things, then have to write in codes. Left work at about 7 plus to take shuttle bus to city hall. I am fine when there are things to occupy me. But when it is on the way to city hall and on the way home then my mind wanders. In the morning it does not wanders around as it needs to conserve energy to be able to be still alive when I finish work. The mind wanders to places that would be my worse nightmares. I only hope I just have an overly active wandering mind :p It is only monday and I am already missing the weekend that had just passed. How am I going to survive the rest of the weekend?? :( Fought monday blues and finally I emerged the winner. So what is next? Green Tuesday? Hmm..I am never a person who speak out my feelings. It is either you understand or you don't. Just a random thought that passes through my mind. I then realize something, if I never speak clearly of my feelings or my thoughts then the person will just assume and the worse thing a person can do is assume as assumption is always far far away from the truth. Shall try to speak out my feelings and thoughts more :) Trying and trying.. Hope to succeed then :)Hmm.. 5 more days :D