"Do you ever just get that feeling where youdont wanna talk to anybody? You dont want tosmile and you dont want to fake being happy, but at the same time, you dont know exactly what is wrong either. There isnt a way to explain it to someone who doesnt already understand. If you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone. People have stopped being comforting, and being alone never was. At least when youre alone no one constantly asks you what is worng and there isnt anyone who wont take, I dont know, as an answer. You feel the way you do just because, you hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will be able to be yourself again, but until then all you can do is wait."
My exact feelings, just tired of the mask. Just want to have a good rest from the reality, feeling extremely lost~~